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Wow this is amazing.

I haven't written in exactly a year.

In fact I had stopped blog-visiting for quite awhile now since school started and all. Thanks to my cousin's still-surviving-blog, I linked to myself and poof! Here I am!

Been tempted recently to find a muse for my rants again. Don't quite want to take anything too public I guess. Cos that would force me to censor some of the things I say about myself? Well on the other hand, who wants to hear about your damn life Sarah?

What a 2007 it was. I guess it was kinda a long break for me. No focus, no direction and in the end... no destination. Gotta stop looking back at regrets and ''could haves''. Ultra determined to get myself back on track this year.

Somehow in the midst of swimming around life without any direction felt really lost towards the end. Like I was no longer who I used to be. What I was doing and what people might have been saying about me were a reflection of someone who I'd never thought I'd become. But thats all going to change.

New Year celebrations might be overrated. I guess some, like me, are just able to find some kinda warped pleasure in 'new beginnings' as cliche as it sounds. Yes change can be made at any point in the year. Yet I find a new year an added incentive to try again or to chart new direction. Though we don't get to start on a clean slate after being tainted by the years of experience, a new year signifies another period of time which one might measure his or her achievements, successes, failures and milestones.

Turning 20, Beijing 2008, F1 Night Racing, School, IFF.... What else will give meaning to this period which will be termed '2008'?

Brace Yourself.

Feels quite good to blog again.

posted by Sarah @ 8:50 AM