M18

Honest

Today I shall be honest.

I am honestly scared.
I am fearful about my future.
I'm honestly afraid of loneliness.

I'm honestly not as strong as people might think I am.
I am quite fragile. So world, stop trying to test how breakable I am.

I am honestly tired.
I'm tired of people having perceptions about me that are not quite true.

I am honestly hurt.
I am hurt by people who are not so nice. Worse when I am nice to them.
I really don't know whats going on sometimes.
But I really don't want to ask.

I honestly believe that things are going to alrite.
Though I sometimes doubt it. I still do believe.

I honestly think that if I get too honest, no one will like it.

I honestly think no one should ever be truly madly deeply honest.
Because no one wants to know you, or listen to you. They just want to listen (not TO you but THEY wanna listen).

So lets all continue being liars. Lets just keep hiding ourselves from the world.
They like us that way.

Take my advise. OK?

posted by Sarah @ 3:16 AM